When can I fall in love? When am I ready? Where is the guy? It didn't mean he has to be perfect because I'm beyond perfect but where is he ? I still waiting for the right guy. I can't say perfect, then again. What does it mean when you're in a relationship but you feel nothing? Aren't falling in love is something that excites you ? Is there any hope for me to find the one who understands me ? The one who I can talk to until 3 a.m and the one who will accept my flaws. I've always wanted to fall in love. Feels that every time you talked, there's butterfly in your stomach, you stuttered & madly in love. For my future love, I hope we are not going o waste our love <3

loves, shasha.

So close yet so far

Every evening , I have this weird feeling . I feel like there's something missing. I looked at the window looking the beautiful scenery. It's pretty tense outside but I'm so bored in this room. I need to get out. Out from this territory that I made. What if I go outside? Will I have fun as much as I spend in this room? I'm too lazy to socialize ...